Realisation

Or siansation if you can call this.

I realise I have an ability of knowing myself too well and reading others too well.

I have an uncanny ability to know when I m unwanted. Or wanted. It kinda poops me. Or rather kills me. So I tink.

So just let me die. I meant my heart.

Yes I might be reading too much but who cares. Obviously no one la.

Tonight, just tonight, let me be on my own. Rattle on and numb myself.

Come tomorrow I would be better le.

Just better than now.
Sent from Berry-White

Life as it is

Life throws curve balls at me constantly, I swing my bat in anticipation of a home run. And I seem to commit fouls instead. Or is it a bad throw. Or should I wait for a good throw to couple it with a wonderful swing to send it into the grandstands.

I have no idea, do ya?

Throw me a couple of smooth balls k.

Feeling pretty down now.
Hoping the movie will cheer me up.
Afterall its a free premier.

Nuff said.
Sent from Berry-White