Tink i have not been blogging for a long time.. owuld wanna blog abt wat really happen during my hiatus....

ok.. nothing much really happened...

You dun believe ahhh.....

Okay la.. i am changing jobs...

Yesh... i'm changing a job that i did for the past 6years to a totally new line which i dun even have the slightest idea of... abit scary rite... abit exciting too.. abit sad too

Why scary.. coz i know not wat is ahead for me and lies ahead...

Why exciting... coz it is in an MNC and it gives me a huge paycheck every end of month... and i get to learn new things... no longer just dealing with humans...

why sad.. i be leaving my boss behind.. a 68 yr old man whom i hold in respect alot..

life has alot tough decisions to make... this is just one of those...

"Sadness" by Said Zahari.
Read his book "Dark Clouds at Dawn".

One of the poems written by Said Zahari (to be found on Pg 182 of his new book entitled "Dark Clouds at Dawn") written during his political detention years from February 2, 1963 to August 22, 1979... i feel super connected to this poem right now.. i ish not one to lose sleep over stuff.. but i guess this is it.. the ulimate one.. Da bomb...

sadness

There were times when there seemed
to be no end and no beginning
the days seemed too short
and the nights dragged on
in thousands of unpleasant dreams
the mountain suddenly grew taller
and the forest thicker
in the river, water no longer flowed
the sky was full of angry clouds
the moon was swallowed by the snake
and the stars took fright
where is the sun
i long for your brightness
-1968