today's a loousy day..marks the end of my work week as well..wat a way to go....sigh..shan't elaborate....

Yesterday went to cell meeting....very long never go liaos...due to work...but i guess i enjoyed the worship part alot......sumtimes drifted off...not to sleep lah!!!.....i drifted off to my thots....altoof thots came racing thru me over the past 2 weeks actually.....

tink these few weeks , God is actually putting me thru some tests...been thru some familiar ground...yet seemingly so tough....one often wonders wat must one do to get thru it..just life hands and sae 'Gif up' or wave a white flag... I guess in some part of my brain(rather watz left of it after werk) it screams 'We are victors..over-comers..winners..'....really been exhaustin to tink abt such things....

sometimes i tink i give in too much to my carnal self...i just stop tinkin...hahaha...i juz switch off at every single problem and carry on with life....is dat good or bad.....i really dunno....i also hope to be able to do something to impact more people but my current work load & status doesn't really allow it.....sighhh

sumtimes i really dunno wat to do....at a lost.....

i guess i juz lack sleep lah.........