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Was feeling quite down and disappointed after listening to joey telling me that she can't go to KL... sigh

i know it's definitely not her fault la...coz i signed up and paid up and upgraded and planned....did everything possible to make this the best trip...then...the untinkable happened....hahahaha...pretty poetic eh...[basket..i sound like a man in denial]

Hahaha... probaly that's the loudest i can muster... haha

muz find an outlet to let go... Go play basketball then...

Tink the past few days has been pretty valley-ing...wahahaha...buay tahanz...feel like running across the CTE...hahahaha...do i have to do that to get your attention...do i have to do that to get you to call me....or rather pick up my fone and reply my sms-es...hahaha...i sound like a deranged mad BFbent on repossessing his GF...hahahaha....or m i....

I'm goign crazy from her not pickin up my calls....WHY WHY WHY...these questions run thru my mind like the howling wind...

i wrote her a super long email full of complaints and sarcasm....

below is the excerpt
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-----Original Message-----
From: Lee Chun Siong
Sent: 20 December 2004 10:33 AM
Subject:


I really hope you are happy with the decision you've made...

I'm absolutely gutted...i told you before I loved you with all my heart... Why are you doing this to me....

Am i that detestable...Is my voice that unbearable...Is my face to horrid to glance...I know this email might make you unhappy or sad...but i tink we seriously need to meet up to resolce this issue...

I can't eat or sleep properly since the 16th Dec...not because you dun wanna go kl with me...not because we can't celebrate Xmas together...not because you ditched me... but because i really love you and now itz all over because of... ... i dun even know wat... You do not even want to pick up my call...You ignore my sms-es...How am i supposed to try to even woo you back joey ? I really want to settle things down with you and start all over again.... Pls tell me how

Given a choice/chance, i would rather to go thru all these pain again...why..am i stoopid already... No... because i believe that by going thru all these it will show you how much i love you

I've never withheld anything from you, have i...i've always been aboveboard and open in my dealings with you....why the sudden change...there are alot of questions...no answers...

I do not need a reason/answer from you....all i need is the relationship to go on...Maybe you've no more feelings for me...no longer interested in me...but how can things change in the space of 2-3 days...I really do not understand this....pls, i pray of you to tell me...

I tink by now probaly you hate me for being a pest / nuisance...but i can't help it...i really love you...i hope to meet up and make up... really...gimme one more chance pls....

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If joey , u r reading this, i dunn mind telling you...i am juz frustrated..thatz all..

to anyone else who reads this, pls ignore me...i m juz being plain dumb..thank you

this post is dedicated to me...dumbest person on Earth