Been awhile since i last actually spoke of her to anyone..

Someone talked to me last nite after my game...
He asked if i m ok...

I said i m fine...
He said i changed..
My attitude..
My actions told of a change..

I told him that i did not realise it..

I simply swept it under the carpet..
I covered up everything with anything

First time for weeks i wept again..
tinkin of her..
sighhhhh..

I was reminded of her laughter
her smile..
her scent..
her 'ok ok'..

I was still hurtin..
Then my brother played 'Ji Mo Bian Jie' in the background..
That idiot

ahahahaha

Why am i such an idiot.. when she obviously dun even tink of me anymore
Why am i such a peep.. hahahaha