Sigghhhh.. end of another long workin day.. very sian rite.. everyday work and work.. hee~

REDEMPTION IS NIGH

MY COMPANY IS OFFICIALLY OUT-SOURCING MY DEPARTMENT ON 23 JUNE. SO I WILL BE EITHER

A. GIVEN A TRANSFER
B. A RETRENCHMENT PACKAGE
C. A TERMINATION PACKAGE.

THEY ARE QUITE NGEO.. SO MY PACKAGE IZ 1 MTH PAY PER YEAR'S WORK. SO I SHOULD GET ARD 6 MTHS PAY LA...

I MIGHT NOT (IN FACT AS OF NOW, MOST PROB NOT) JOIN THE NEW COMPANY AS THEY ARE ONLY PREPARED TO PAY ME 1.7K WITH $0 ALLOWANCES AND 5% NETT SALES COMMISSION..

FURTHERMORE THEY CUTTING MY FONE & TRANSPORT SUSIDY.. WARRAU EH.. HOW TO SURVIVE..

SO EFFECTIVELY THEY ARE GIVING ME A BIG PAY CUT OF ARD 1K - 1.5K..

SO I NOT PREPARED TO SINK SO LOW LA.. OR RATHER SACRIFICE MY CURRENT LIFESTYLE FOR MY NEW BOSSES..

SO FOR MY PRIDE , I WILL BE JOBLESS UPON MY RETURN FROM HONG KONG LO..

BUT WILL BE GOOD LA..

CAN GET THE WELL DESERVED REST DUE TO ME SO LONG..

BUT ON A SERIOUS NOTE, IF ANY OF U GOT ANY EASY JOB TO INTRO , DUN FORGET ME K..

Congratulations jesuafreak, you are...

'Big Fuck' J Schnorng of bigfuck.blogspot.com

You are a happy happy person. Either that or you hide your depression very well. You are so hyperactively happy you'll probably be overqualified if you were to work as Ronald for McDonald's. You don't bottle your happiness. You go out of your way to make people laugh, even if that means making them a photocopy of your naked ass.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

kekeekeke... i m j.. kinda kool eh

Your Birthday is on:......The Animal you are:
May 14 - 21 Dove

Dove:
You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love.

It's been almost 6 mths since Xmas 2004. The overwhelming feeling of loss still haunts and follows me like my shadow never leaving me for a moment.. It's like a ant bite that never subsides.. Wherever I go, whatever the time of the day is, I still miss her. Being alone and left to your own thots and memories is a dangerous thing, depending on the circumstances.

And with me, it sure is..

I once told a fren, i lost my heart that day we splitted.. why she asked.. i said i gave her my whole heart.. she chose to threw it away..

Sumtimes I wonder if I would feel better if she just asked me to jump off a bldg and die.

Actually i'm very jaded towards this whole darn thing that i just can't be bothered anymore.

am i a loser again.. shites.. i tink i m losing it again.. losing my mind..

Whatever it is, all positive feelings she's ever had towards me has gone down the drain. It has made her very cold towards me, like those cliched merciless assassins you see in movies .. u jknow those 'trained-to-kill' typos - friggin cold but damn bloody effective.

One will only cherish after losing the person.

How very true. How very cliched .

And by then, it will be too late. It is just too late.. simply late..

In my words, itz worse to be late than never arriving