June 13, 2006

Afternotes of K2M...

Many people will pen down wat are their thots of K2M and stuff.. but i guess i'm more of a writer than a talker.. though many might not agree.. but who cares.. this is my blog.. haha .. i actually wrote this entry at the back of the hall on sat .. Who says i not listening at the back.. hmphffff...

So here goes...
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There are times when words aint enuff to express the things that are in my mind
The overwhelming feelings, The lost thots and mucha more deep within

I am visibily overwhelmed .. so much that i din leave the hall to catch england and paraguya (Yes it was that overwhelming)

The memories of the warmth, the love and the camadrie that i all seem to have missed
came rushing back.. it was a song which started this all...

THANK YOU
Words & Music by Ray Boltz

I dreamed I went to Heaven,
And You were there with me.
We walked upon the streets of gold
Beside the crystal sea.
We heard the angels singing
Then someone called your name.
You turned and saw this young man,
And he was smiling as he came.

And he said, "Friend you may not know me now,"
And then he said, "But wait,
You used to teach my Sunday School
When I was only eight;
And every week you would say a prayer
Before the class would start,
And one day when you said that prayer
I asked Jesus in my heart."

Thank you for giving to the Lord;
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord!
I am so glad you gave.

Then another man stood before you
And said, "Do you remember the time
A missionary came to your church
And his pictures made you cry.
You didn't have much money,
But you gave it anyway.
Jesus took the gift you gave,
And that's why I'm here today."

Thank you for giving to the Lord;
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord!
I am so glad you gave.

One by one they came
Far as the eye could see,
Each life somehow touched
By your generosity.
Little things that you had done,
Sacrifices made.
Unnoticed on the earth
In Heaven now proclaimed.

And I know up in Heaven
You're not supposed to cry;
But I am almost sure
There were tears in your eyes
As Jesus took your hand
And you stood before the Lord.
He said, "My child look around you...
Great is your reward!"

Thank you for giving to the Lord;
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord!
I am so glad you gave.
I am so glad you gave.

© Copyright 1988 Gaither Music/ASCAP All rights reserved.

I remembered vividly how i came to the Lord ; as a worldly wise ah beng who tinks he knows all and is in control.. only to find that my facade is but a frontal for my insecurities.. As i continue to look further back, i realised how far back have i stumbled.. i realised and decided to make seom changes to my life.. I will still be me.. but understnad that change is difficult.. so this period is difficult..especially with the world cup happening too.. OOOoooo..


A short sumtin i came upped... etches of it streamed in later on...

From a wretched Man
I was but a lost soul,
searchin & wanderin' in the streets alone
I never thought how life can be this great
Till the day You found me,
And You brought me to this place

And I will never ever want to live this life alone ever again
Coz I know You are nearer than I'll ever know
When circumstances besieged me,
Remind me O Lord to fix my eyes upon You,
On who You are and what You've done for me
on the cross,
Amazing grace upon a wretched lost man

3 comments:

EMs said...
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EMs said...

This one is for you, bro:

Your Love (by Fenny Luwis)
Verse 1
I never knew what life was meant to be
I thought that I figured it all out, what my life should be
Yet somehow I heard the voice deep inside of me
Whispering, “there should be more than this…”
So I searched the answer of life’s mysteries
I climbed the highest mountain, crossed the deepest sea
Yet through it all, emptiness was all life could offer me
Until the day, Your Love found me…


Chorus 1
This Love that reached out to me
You came from Heaven to Calvary
You took my shame, endured my pain
And You died on the cross for me
As You stretched out Your nail-scarred hands
I heard You say, “Father, now I can see…
This Love, Your Divine Love
Is why You have sent me…”


Verse 2
I never knew that love was meant for me
I never thought that life could be so free
Until Your Love shines through my darkness, now I can see
And I know, life is more than what I see…


Chorus 2
For without You in my life
Without Your Love holding me
I would be lost
Slowly fading to eternity
Now with You in my life
And Your Love that has set me free
My heart’s rejoiced, my soul’s relieved
I know life is with You
‘til Eternity


Chorus 3
Your Love that reached out to me
You came from Heaven to Calvary
You took my shame, endured my pain
And You died on the cross for me
As You stretched out Your nail-scarred hands
Jesus, my Lord, now I can see
Your Love, Your Divine Love
Is why You died for me


Chorus 4
For without You in my life
Without Your Love holding me
I would be lost
Slowly fading to eternity
Now with You in my life
And Your Love that has set me free
My heart’s rejoiced, my soul’s relieved
I know Your Love
Is my destiny


Ending Chorus
Now with You in my life
And Your Love that has set me free
My heart’s rejoiced, my soul’s relieved
I know Your Love
Is my destiny


It hasn't been the easiest walk for you, but we are all so encouraged to see you sticking in there for your church despite all the circumstances. You are probably the oldest dino around. We're even more encouraged to see you wanting to take the next step for Him. It's Great to see Him preserving you all these whiel, guess He has a BIG purpose for you! (perhaps to pioneer an Ah beng grp). Let's run this race with perseverance together, as we cheer one another on. Looking forward to more Breakthroughs. Thanks for helping out in camp, God bless!

Daydreamer, I am said...

Thanks for the sharing... It has encouraged me greatly, to be reminded that God's invisible hand has always been with us - His love and grace has gripped us through every season of our lives, even at times when we feel like letting go of Him. May His love warm your heart daily...