I dunno wat is coming over me lately... been feeling angsty.. frustrated.. sick.. lonely..

Perhaps its the medicine...
Perhaps its the time of the year...
Perhaps its the loneliness, really getting to me..

I've never really admitted to being lonely..
Apart from those few times when i'm in my semi-conscious state..

You know wat i wanna do..
I feel like picking up my bball and go to the courts and sweat it out real good..
Maybe that will help

Picking up yet another bottle will not help..
Binge eating will not help..

I just feel like decking out somewhere.. dun work.. dun do anything.. just lay out somewhere..

Maybe its time to take a sabbatical again..