爱情终究会回来的

anyone remembers this song.

I remember crying my guts out at this serial.

The pain and the sweet.

This serial define my life then.

This line revolutionised me...
爱情终究会回来的

Its baloney.
Once gone, it will never return.

It dissappears and scoots off into the dark abyss
leaving you torn and wounded
lying in your own pool of blood
slowly but surely bleeding till the first break of dawn.

Your heart seemingly stops
but it still tethers albeit softer, slower
Till it sees sumtin else that causes it to skip and jump

Memories or rather Nitemares caused u to turn to addictives
To numb and to avoid pain at all costs
Numbing the pain and Avoiding the pain
all seem so natural

It slowly became part of our lives.
Addiction.

Sure some pple have it easy and say why you put urself thru all these and make a fool and mockery of yourself.

they looking down from their higher steps of happiness, find it easier to laugh at others at the lower echelons.

try takign a step down and look up from where i am.

You will realise the smaller me.