Emo Rants

To my Manager, Contrary to what you might think, I really do wanna work hard
For the past 4 days, for example, I've been doing two people's work
Most of the time, I go home end of the day physically tired and drained.(ED: this is not becoz of my recent holidays.. Fey , stop sneering)

I let things get to me easily like

1. the people i work with, the "OMG, common sense aint that common here..." types.. and the "OMFG, u must be from some special school" types and lastly "!@#@#$.. tell me which planet u come from" types....

2. Frenly Reminders all the time how i'm ugly/fat/poor/useless i am. Period Nuff said

3. Friends don't appreciate and not rememberin me.

4. Opinions being dismissed as illogical and senseless.

And reallly I really don't need any more stress, anger or unhappiness or watsoever..

I am not strong and not tough enuff to withstand the hammerings of this cruel and twisted demented society.

I cannot handle pain, unhappiness, stress or anger well

So even if i die, so what?

I'm not important to anyone anyway.

Nobody will miss me that much..for long

I am completely replaceable and totally forgettable

And yet
All i want to be now is to be encosted in my cocoon
(ED: my bed with my comforter and bolster)

i just wanna feel protected and loved