Christmas is definitely not 1 of my fondest time of the year! As I'm penning this down, another Christmas has come and gone... Time flies, indeed. It remains a wish that such spirit, great feelings and joyful memories last through the year, not just only for a season.
i woke up on Xmas eve with such a bad flu that i wanted to stay in bed under the covers of my comforter and the shelter of my room. Then realization hit me that i have an impt meeting that day and i am not that sick to re-schedule the meeting after the new year. so i left the comforts of my room to go to work. BAD MOVE #1
I reached work late.. meeting went on halfway... did it..completed it and checked my emails and replied all ;moving on... then lunch... then realised i missed out on a couple of emails(which i chin chin chai chai reply and say ok 1) which 1 of them had me to attend a meeting at 430pm... BAD MOVE#2
the results of #1 & #2 resulted in me completing work sibei late lor.. BAD MOVE #3
jin jia cham.. after work, went to catch some dinner... and some one jio-ed me to drink coz his birthday just past...so have to entertain...
BAD MOVE #4
okay.. it isnt that bad yet... i juz being emo here...
i hate going out durign xmas... always brings the wrong type of memories... i often checked my brain to see why does it choose to remember the wrong stuff..all the stuff i dun wanna remember... jin cham
This is wat a fren of mine wrote... "For some, like me, Christmas is not a happy time. Especially when loneliness creeps in, and you feel so alone even amidst the throngs of merry-making crowd and those oh-so-fearsome orchard road shoppers. Or worst still, when the road ahead is rough and rocky and unclear. And it takes a fearful step, an enormous amount of faith just to see the next sunrise tomorrow."
this is the 4th Christmas and i still hurt. badly.
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