A year ago today we stood
Above this same awakening world
I held you...
You never wanted me to know
Another year ago today
Before this same awakening world
I held you...
I never meant to let you go
There was a moment
There always is
When time stood still
And always was this...
One endless moment
You turn in pain
And I always let you go
Over and over again...
A year ago tonight we lay
Below this same remembering sky
I kissed you
You never wanted me to know...
Another year ago tonight
Behind this same remembering sky
I kissed you...
I never meant to let you go
Another moment
There always is
As time stands still and always is this...
One endless moment
You tell me all
And I hold you and I kiss you
And I never let you go
I never let you go......

- the cure -

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Basically i m not a fan of 'the cure'.. dun really suit my taste but somehow or the other this song turned itself up in my itunes library.. the lyrics which spoke directly to thy heart.. tink this nite i will get myself so drunk that no one will know who m i..

I m away in taipei to escape all these.. Dang it.. why am i still reelin from the pain from a year ago.. am i such a fool... why do i still harbour thots that there's a chance.. someone wake me up from this deep dream pls..

i wrote this post in late july.. preparin myself for a nite of wild abandon in taiwan to celebrate a year's misery.. which somehow fizzled to a nite of nothing.. haha, indeed a man proposes but God disposes